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  • Sleep, try, cry repeat

    Startet av TryWhyCryDie  3 måneder siden

    I just have the feeling that I am feeling less and less emotions. I am 16, and yes, I know, It is a difficult part of life and stuff like that. But knowing that this maybe is normal is just making me feel sad. If I ask for help, will they not just answer "this is totally normal" or something like that?
    Anyway I feel like I do not care about anything anymore. To set things in perspective, I don't know if I would care if my family died. The only thing I want to do is trying to make others feel better because that is the only thing I still can do. I have no life goal. Currently I'm speed skating and training a lot at a sport school. They have huge expectations, but I couldnt care less if I win or loose. I still try. I try my best, and I progress.
    I have always been very sensitive, and I allways used to cry a lot over usually small things. Now I feel like crying all the time, but I have no tears. So basicly my day is sleep, try, cry, repeat.

    Men jeg har noen positive sider også, eller ting jeg kan:

    Spille trumpet og trommer
    Stå på hodet
    Snakke fransk flytende(og ganske bra engelsk)
    Lese fort
    Lytte til folk
    7 pullups
    Tegne
    Klatre

    Og noen ganger føler jeg meg ganske glad! Men...

    Je suis juste en peu perdu...

  • Jenta05 2 måneder siden #1

    Salut.
    Jeg har det også sånn ofte. du vet ikke hvor du passer inn, i det hele tatt om du passer inn. Du vet ikke lenger hva du skal føle, hvordan du skal føle deg... jeg er bare 13 (snart 14) men jeg har følt på det å være alene mange ganger. og oui, det er triste at det er vanlig blannt mange ungdommer i dag å ha sånne følelser. Men, jeg tror at, selv om de sier det er vanlig, vil de sikkert si noe mere også... jeg har også prøvd det mange ganger... å bare drite i alt... men det er som om det bare går i en evigvarende sirkel, you know? Man prøver å ikke bry seg - føkker det opp - prøver å fikse det - får det ikke til og så bare répéter... i think that, you may feel like giving up now, but i think that if one of ur family members accually died... you wold care. Everyone would care if that happened to them. At least a little.
    I think you can du a lit of things- you just dont want to believe it. Yes, you can make others happy. You can also have the strenght inside you to write about this, 'cause ven tho youre anonymos, it is scary. And you can talk english better than a lot of people on this planet. You can, as you say, speak français very good, and im shure there are a lot of other things you can do as well c: i think that you dont accually need a goal in life, as long as you face the fight, and instead of saying "im done with life", you say "im still fighting life", wich means you are full of power. You are strong, and- maybe stronger than ever. Remember- "those who are really strongest are those who fight the struggle of life with fear, but overcome it with greatness and pride."
    everyone cries, and many does more than you know. It is okay to cry, it is okay to be happy. It is okay to live like an ordinary human being, with different feeligs at different places. It is okay to sometimes feel like everything is falling apart, and also to feel like you love life.
    Du er ikke alene om å ha tapt, og... det kan hende det bare er en følelse, og at det går over snart! Men hvis ikke, så er jeg er for deg, og vi kan vere prodigue sammen. 💕